Wednesday, December 31, 2008
there was a little social event afterwards where i got to chat with a few local runners i haven't seen for a while.
earlier in the day, i visited the duckies and video taped them running around the pond, check it out:
happy new year!
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Ahh, i love stats and i love self-promotion. here's a review of some of my key running stats and running milestones, as well as some 2009 goals:
Month total running km / net annual running km
Jan 126.30 / 126.30
Feb 114.50 / 240.80
Mar 299.50 / 540.30
April 317.10 / 857.40
May 347.00 / 1204.00
June 352.60 / 1556.60
July 415.40 / 1972.00
Aug 572.80 / 2566.80
Sept 325.40 / 2892.20
Oct 300.90 / 3193.10
Nov 241.90 / 3435.00
December 176.60 / 3611.60 km (includes my anticipated 5k tomorrow!)
# of days in which i ran 42.2k or more: 33
most consecutive days running 42.2k or more: 4 (Aug 7-10) the infamous Quadzilla!
training - ultra calendar days: (days in which i ran more than 42.2k)
05/18/08 sun 52.80 km
05/31/08 sat 46.40 km
06/01/08 sun 53.60 km
07/01/08 tue 85.00 km
08/01/08 fri 42.70 km
08/02/08 sat 58.80 km
10/03/08 fri 44.10 km
24 hour periods which i ran 55k or more:
05/31/08 - 06/01/08 55.80 km run within 24 hours
07/01/08 - 07/01/08 85.00 km run within 13.52 hours
08/02/08 - 08/03/08 80.50 km run within 24 hours
08/07/08 - 08/08/08 69.20 km run within 22.30 hours
10/03/08 - 10/04/08 60.00 km run within 24 hours
multiple day training runs of significance:
08/07/08 - 08/10/08: 168.80 km
(4 marathon equivalents: 17 hours of running within 77 hours)
08/01/08 - 08/10/08: 329.40 km
(equivalent of 7.5 marathons + in 9.5 days!)
05/11/08 Mississauga Marathon (Mississauga, ON)
3.19.0606/08/08 Eastern Marathon (Portugal Cove, NL) 3.22.16
06/15/08 Johnny Miles Marathon (New Glasgow, NS) 3.43.10
07/20/08 Massey Ontario Marathon 3.16.59 (Personal Best and Boston Qualifier!)
09/14/08 Newfoundland Marathon (St. John's, NL) 3.36.16
09/27/08 Akron Ohio Marathon 3.50.05
09/28/08 Toronto Waterfront Marathon 3.42.26
Claim to Fame:
Unofficially, the only Newfoundlander and only out Transsexual in world history to complete 2 marathons in 2 countries in 2 days! (note i was 7 minutes faster on day two!)
- use running as a way to get my weight down below 160 pounds, and keep it below 160 pounds for the rest of my life!
- training run of 126.6k in a 24 hour period, at least once!
- training runs of 42.2k seven days in a row, at some point.- run more than 5000k in the calendar year
- run 10 official marathons
- run 4 official marathons in 4 different states within 9 days - likely to occur as follows: Charlottesville 4/18/08, Boston 4/20/08, Louisville 04/25/08, Toledo 04/26/08 - still working out the logistics for this trip. i hope it happens!
- use my status as a marathon-running transsexual as a way to promote positive education, awareness, and acceptance among society regarding transsexualism
....you'll notice no time-oriented goals here. As i transition from male to female, my strength speed and endurance has taken a hit, and will continue to fall as i get deeper into estrogen therapy; therefore, it is essentially impossible to gain a clear understanding of time expectations. once i have fully transitioned, i will be able to start setting time goals again!
Monday, December 29, 2008
Over the holiday season, i decided to get in touch with race directors of several marathons for which i might consider running in 2009. One of which was the Glass City Marathon in Toledo, Ohio for April 26/09.
The race director has agreed to let me participate as a female, but with the understanding that i will wave my rights to accept female awards (not that i would likely win one anyway). This is exactly what i was hoping to get. I consider this a huge victory and a precedent which i hope will lead to future acceptances elsewhere.
Attached is a thread of my e-mail request, and the response i received from the race director.
Yes, we would allow any transgender to participate in our events. However, due to software limitations, we are required to enter a value for sex; either Male or Female. My recommendation for you would to enter under the female category as this is ultimately your goal. Should you fall in place of any awards we will pass the award to the next recipient. We look forward to seeing you in April, and good luck with your marathon challenge!
From: Jennifer McCreath Sent: Tuesday, December 23, 2008 8:41 PMTo: email@example.comSubject: Glass City Marathon - transgendered athlete policy?
Dear Mr Clint McCormick,
i am a transgendered athlete who is currently in the process of transitioning from male to female.
i just recently had part one of two sex reassignment surgeries performed (bilateral orchiectomy), so i am technically neither 100% male nor 100% female at the moment (i haven't had full vaginoplasty yet)..
i'd love to run the Glass City Marathon this year as part of a mega marathon challenge (i am planning to run 4 marathons in 9 days this April, including Boston).
it could reasonably be argued that it would be unfair for me to register and compete against males or females, given my current status of transitioning. from that standpoint, i do not have any natural testosterone flowing thru my body, but i have been taking estrogen pills on a daily basis for several months, simulating female levels. running for me isn't about competing against others, it's about me running for myself and to prove that transgendered people are capable of being great athletes. i don't even care whether or not i would be eligible to win awards for age/sex categories. i'd just like to get the t-shirt and finishers medal like everyone else!
would you consider allowing a registration and participation for me without assigning me to an official sex category? (either put me in a 3rd sex category, or leave it as undefined/unclassified?)
the other runs were over to the pond to see the duckies. most of the pond was frozen over but there is a small patch that doesn't freeze due to a stream flowing in. this is where the duckies hang out. there were about 60 of them today! overall, i ran 7.5k but i think i opened up my wound a bit more as there was a little bleeding. i will not be running again until Dec 31 as a precautionary measure.
Saturday, December 27, 2008
i am now on day 10 since the surgery and i went out for a light 2k jog to test my mobility. things are still awkward down there. but it is my hopes to participate in the Running Room's Resolution Run on Dec 31, a 5k informal jaunt around the pond. i've asked them to consider accepting my registration without a sex marker and they have yet to respond. must be on an extra long Christmas break!
Thursday, December 25, 2008
the joke all along was that "you know something's wrong with your thumb if that's the major focus of you r cocnerns just hours after having an orchi!"
no running today. but a nice walk outside. won't be running tomorrow either. want to make sure this orchi wound heals properly. won't run until there have been 3 days in a row with no bleeding.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
happy holidays to all
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
on that note, i wrote the running room today and asked them about transgendered athlete policies. i have been in touch with some other trans runners and they seem to be against the concept of a hird gender category for transitioning athletes, but one liked the idea of competing without disclosing or declaring a gender. an "unclassified" category of sorts. so i ran that idea by the running room. will be interesting to see what they say.
Sunday, December 21, 2008
got into toronto before the storm and managed to spend the next day resting while visiting family. got back home early saturday morning...
today, the wound opened as the stiches broke. not sure if this was due to all my movement or due to a poor stitching job. (the stitching appeared weak right from the get go, but i am sure the moving around didn't help). found myself in the emergency room today as a precautionary measure. the wound will not be restitched as there are still some stiches in tact and the would appears to be healing well so far. i am going to have to be extra careful for a few days. the wound is swollen and bruised but nothing out of the ordinary. i am hopeful that the scar won't be too bad, although it looks like an incredible cut.
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Got my official comfirmation from Boston Marathon today. that was really exciting! now i can start booking the trip.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Saturday, December 13, 2008
started out my day by sleeping in late. as promised, the temp was 60 degrees out there. i dusted off my running skirt, tank top and sports bra and went out for a run to the pond. i took a brief intermission to feed the duckies. it was very windy out there so the bread crumbs were flying all over the place.
then it was a trot to the mall to grab some empty boxes to bring to my friend's house as she was preparing a move. i ran home and had a brief snack, then ran up to another pond, left pond, where i had a very quick dunk in the water. last year at this time, i was skating on that pond!
then i ran back over to my friend's house and helped her finish moving her stuff. after helping her get to the airport, i ran back home again. this time, i took a stumble and hyperextended my thumb quite badly! i got up and bolted it home as fast as i could to put ice on it. at this point, i was up to 28k on the day.
after dinner with a few friends to 'celebrate' my surgery, i went back out and finished up the last 14k. still fairly warm weather but rainy..
42.2k in total. 4.11.02 of running in just over 11 hours. the last 5k were a struggle, as i had not carbloaded for the run or done anything like that. but it was nice to know that i could still run 42.2k on any given day out of the blue. my weight is up to about 190 now. hard to believe i have gained this much in 3 months!
well, perhaps i will get out for a few more long runs before my surgery..
i missed my swim at the pool today and might not get over tomorrow if this thumb is still as sore as it is.. kinda sad. only i could get a thumb injury by running!
if i get a good sleep tonight, i will plan a long run tomorrow morning, as the temp is supposed to stay work until early evening.
missed my swim today but will plan to have one tomorrow and/or sunday!
Thursday, December 11, 2008
i have averaged 10k per day of running this week and i have had 3 nice swims so far this week. trying to keep myself in the best shape possible. surgery is around the corner and i will be shelved for a while to recover.. i'm concerned i will gain even more weight due to inactivity at that time..
weather is looking good for saturday here..i might try to give it a go at a long run..
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Monday, December 8, 2008
Dec 8, 2008 - all the snow melted overnight. got as warm as 10 degrees, but now back to freezing. i fell and banged my knee at the pond on a rock so i canceled my evening swim, but did manage to get in a total of 12.2k of running.
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Saturday, December 6, 2008
the SAD light seems to be starting to affect me. i appear to be in better moods more often, although i continue to average about 12-15 crying spells every day.. it will be interesting to see how i do over the 2nd week.
12.7k of running today so far. i may head out for an evening run. new shoes are nice. but i'm disappointed with the new asics 2130 model. they don't seem as durable as the 2120. the shoes seem to have lost most of their umph by 200k.
Thursday, December 4, 2008
The World Out Games are the Olympic equivalent for athletes who identify as Lesbian / Gay / Bisexual / Transgender /misc Queer, etc. It is a combination of athletic excellence and pride. The inaugural World Out Games took place in Montreal Canada in 2006. The next version will take place July-Aug 2009 in Copenhagen Denmark.
My big news of the day is that the World Out Games race organizers have given preliminary indication that they will likely accept and implement my proposed policy amendment to their policy for transsexual athletes, paying special attention to those who are currently "in transition".
The International Olympic Committee has clear guidelines for when and how trans athletes will qualify for their new sex. but for those who are less than 2 years into transition, they are forced to compete under their old/original biological sex category. The World Out Games had adopted this guideline as their official policy.
i suggested to the World Out Games that although i agree that it would be unfair for me to compete as a female, it would be unfair for me to compete as a male as well, given that 1 - i won't have all of the male "parts" that i was born with, and 2 - the affect of estrogen gives me an unfair competitive disadvantage against other males.
I also suggested that asking me to compete as a male was not only unfair, but disrespectful, humiliating, and degrading, given that i identify as a woman.
i proposed that a 3rd sex category be created for those athletes who neither identify with and/nor biologically qualify as male or female. this would be a participation category, as opposed to a competitive category (given that it is not really fair to ask transitioning competitors to compete against one another as some will be further along into hormones, and hence further advantaged or disadvantaged from others). the spirit of the World Out Games is to give LGBT athletes a chance to display their athletic talents while expressing pride of their LGBT status. this isn't really about winning or losing.
if this policy amendment does in fact go thru in January, i would consider this a huge precedent and a huge victory in terms of trans recognition and acceptance.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
it's starting to sink in that my surgery date is approaching and that i will be on the shelf for a while. won't be looking forward to that... oh well, it will be worth it!
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
dec 2, 2007 was the date of a major snow storm here in st. john's. i'll never forget that. it was my first taste of the newfoundland winters.. lol
Sad - my 2nd day of Sad light treatment. i've been told that i should see signs of improvement in 2 weeks.. this will really be interesting.
Sad Memory is also a 1967 tune written by Richie Furay of the Buffalo Springfield
today is also Britney Spears' birthday.. hard to believe she is 27! i gather from her interview today that she is having a sad life lately.. lol ..actually, that's not lol. poor Britney. i hope her life gets better.. you can all laugh at her if you want, but she actually represents an important part of my transition.. back in 1999, i seemed fasinated by her. little did i realize that i was essentially wishing that i could be in her shoes.. a young pretty successful teen.. being a teenage girl is something i will never get to experience.. but at least when i am fully transitioned, i can life a rewarding and fulfilling life as a middle aged woman.
anyway, 9th pair of shoes got broken in today. nice little run after supper to yet another pond (Burton's Pond) a place where duckies hang out all night. none of this flying away to go sleep somewhere.. lol
well, the sleeping pills are starting to make me woozy.. i better click this off before i pass out at my computer.. lol
Monday, December 1, 2008
ahhh, amazing how the topic of Boston Marathon Qualifying and surrounding controversies seems to dominate the web forum over at the Running Room's website. are the standards fair? should the rules be bent in extreme circumstances? is it morally right for them to break their own rules? would it be easier to qualify as a female than as a male? lots of interesting discussions!
7.5k of running today. the knees are sore from the weekend. i also think they are sore from the high heel boots i have been wearing to work.. might have to cut back on wearing them.
a negative situation at work has upset me greatly over the past few days. this has definitely affected my mood and energy levels too.
geeze, the detroit lions are 0-12 this season so far. wow.. as i enter december, i can't help but feel as though my year is going to go 0-12. sure there have been lots of great things accomplished for me, but i'm no where near where i wanted to be when i looked ahead from the beginning of this year. my job, my running, my transition, etc... nothing seems to have developed as i had envisioned.. i had hoped to get over the hump but 2009 is going to be just as painful.
the runs were a series of runs around the city from pond to pond. felt pretty good, although the knees were sore toward the end.